stupid me!

i hate myself! i bought a very expensive experience.
i used to concentrate on having fun and always ignore those important or light matter. i didn't take good care of everything, i lost my motorbike's road tax and i lost my license last time, now i lost my money, a big amount of money for me! damn it! what the hell am I doing for the whole life? i seriously don't know.
mummy is right, i am very careless! I AM SO SORRY!
i wish i can remember where i kept my money and i wish it is still there! can the god tell me where it is?

last few day, a friend told me that a girl suicide, the main thing is we have the same name! i feel sad for that girl. i will never ever do a  silly thing like that! how can i leave my family and friends? i have the responsible of taking care of my parents. anyway, hope she can rest in peace.

a friend of mine, Ching is leaving Malaysia, so piggie and I did a video for her.
we also bought some clothes for her because we love her. i will only do things for friend that really care about me, she is a very good friend. i miss her.
piggie and I met at Mid Valley to shop for the present for Ching but we end up with buying nothing because i am so not in mood to shop, i am sleepy. however, we have done recording some videos to say a few words to Ching.
and
we take a lot of photos, maybe it is a bit late but just to show you.

we went to zanmai for lunch. salmon is always our favorite, and also the MUST in Japanese food!

i don't know what's the name, just call it oyster sushi. *not recommended

sorry for taking too many photo, pinky pinky is not my style actually~ just to welcome the Chinese new year!


i feel so guilty about the lost of money. how could I did such a huge mistake?!! how can I still spending so much money.......? i gonna kill myself but i just said that i won't suicide. so how should I punish myself? maybe let me hunger for a few days, so that i can slim down too~ but I will die after that, so this idea has rejected! or maybe i need to work harder to earn my money back! the best thing is my money appear now! sob...sob... .T.T i wanna cry out loud!!i just cant stop thinking about it, my money, where are you?

the other thing is, my result is out! i have improved~ i am going to work harder for this semester!!!! you know, sometimes i am way too lazy~i need someone to scold me and wake me up! but please, i don't want any costing experience anymore, i don't have so much money.
I HATE TROUBLE A LOT!

X.O.X.O i am not gossip girl
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