future

i have been so relax in my college life. it has been almost two years in college, I have wasted most of the time.
i used to relax all the time, never think about my future seriously.
BUT
when i saw a magazine, they interview a PR, she said that a fresh graduate can get RM1800-RM2200. i have started to worry, is that enough for me?
then i talk to my aunt and my friends, i worry about another thing, can I get a job after graduate?
my aunt : you must take initiative to learn things, they will ask you what you can do. you need to read more to improve your English, read more book!
my friend A: the most important thing is self confidence.
my friend B: (she is studying PR course too) my university has higher standard, we organize big event......

so after all, i really need  to improve my english, my writing skill, my confident and i have to figure out which college i should go to continue my degree. any advice for me??

i wonder what are other people( i mean my coursemate) thinking now when i am worrying all those things. why they seem like so relax and no big deal at all? hmm..whatever, just bother about myself is enough !

sigh, many things to worry~ this is life!

x.o.x.o
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