future

i have been so relax in my college life. it has been almost two years in college, I have wasted most of the time.
i used to relax all the time, never think about my future seriously.
BUT
when i saw a magazine, they interview a PR, she said that a fresh graduate can get RM1800-RM2200. i have started to worry, is that enough for me?
then i talk to my aunt and my friends, i worry about another thing, can I get a job after graduate?
my aunt : you must take initiative to learn things, they will ask you what you can do. you need to read more to improve your English, read more book!
my friend A: the most important thing is self confidence.
my friend B: (she is studying PR course too) my university has higher standard, we organize big event......

so after all, i really need  to improve my english, my writing skill, my confident and i have to figure out which college i should go to continue my degree. any advice for me??

i wonder what are other people( i mean my coursemate) thinking now when i am worrying all those things. why they seem like so relax and no big deal at all? hmm..whatever, just bother about myself is enough !

sigh, many things to worry~ this is life!

x.o.x.o
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stupid me!

i hate myself! i bought a very expensive experience.
i used to concentrate on having fun and always ignore those important or light matter. i didn't take good care of everything, i lost my motorbike's road tax and i lost my license last time, now i lost my money, a big amount of money for me! damn it! what the hell am I doing for the whole life? i seriously don't know.
mummy is right, i am very careless! I AM SO SORRY!
i wish i can remember where i kept my money and i wish it is still there! can the god tell me where it is?

last few day, a friend told me that a girl suicide, the main thing is we have the same name! i feel sad for that girl. i will never ever do a  silly thing like that! how can i leave my family and friends? i have the responsible of taking care of my parents. anyway, hope she can rest in peace.

a friend of mine, Ching is leaving Malaysia, so piggie and I did a video for her.
we also bought some clothes for her because we love her. i will only do things for friend that really care about me, she is a very good friend. i miss her.
piggie and I met at Mid Valley to shop for the present for Ching but we end up with buying nothing because i am so not in mood to shop, i am sleepy. however, we have done recording some videos to say a few words to Ching.
and
we take a lot of photos, maybe it is a bit late but just to show you.

we went to zanmai for lunch. salmon is always our favorite, and also the MUST in Japanese food!

i don't know what's the name, just call it oyster sushi. *not recommended

sorry for taking too many photo, pinky pinky is not my style actually~ just to welcome the Chinese new year!


i feel so guilty about the lost of money. how could I did such a huge mistake?!! how can I still spending so much money.......? i gonna kill myself but i just said that i won't suicide. so how should I punish myself? maybe let me hunger for a few days, so that i can slim down too~ but I will die after that, so this idea has rejected! or maybe i need to work harder to earn my money back! the best thing is my money appear now! sob...sob... .T.T i wanna cry out loud!!i just cant stop thinking about it, my money, where are you?

the other thing is, my result is out! i have improved~ i am going to work harder for this semester!!!! you know, sometimes i am way too lazy~i need someone to scold me and wake me up! but please, i don't want any costing experience anymore, i don't have so much money.
I HATE TROUBLE A LOT!

X.O.X.O i am not gossip girl
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a post for my dearest friend!

time flies, a very common words, everyone say it.

it is the truth, day after day, Chinese New Year break end for most of the students and workers, it also means one of my friend going to leave Malaysia.
she is very lucky, she got JPA scholarship to study oversea, of course she deserve it ~ a very hardworking and smart girl, now getting prettier and prettier too!
i spend the last night with her and take the last photo, the last i mean is before she go to Australia this time.we will take more photo when she is back!

she is the one that have huge changes, she slim down a lot and turn to a beautiful lady!
Piggie and I made her a video, bought her some clothes and i bought her a necklace, hope she like it!

she is very kind to me, she always let me stay with her when i am alone in Taiping. we are like sister.
i think she has checked in now, gonna fly soon! oh, i gonna miss her a lot!!!
i don't know why, people around me always have chances to go oversea and left me alone in Malaysia. i wanna fly too~!!!

anyway, Ching, take good care of yourself and enjoy your life there! see you again soon!!!!!i am waiting for you to sing karaoke with me, shop with me, do everything with me~
i miss you and love you =')

x.o.x.o
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happy BABY's year

if you know me well, you knew baby was my rabbits! i miss them but i don't know where they are and how are them, sad!
anyway, i am still celebrating my Chinese New Year happily!
my sister is a very troublesome person! she take plane from KL to Penang just to avoid the traffic jam so i got to go Penang just to fetch her back to Taiping! thanks god , the traffic was smooth~
once we reach Taiping, we rush to Tesco with my uncle to buy foods and drinks. after that, we rush back again to prepare our reunion dinner. although we only have 4 person for the dinner, we still enjoyed our dinner~ of course i wish my mum can be with us next year, i miss her seriously!
we have steamboat that night!

we have seafood, vegetables, fishball......

we can't finish them actually!

huge prawn bought by my uncle!

my sister and I love them so much~ 

non of us can cook, so steamboat is the best idea!

the first day of Chinese New year, my relative came early in the morning, 11am actually, but i am still sleeping. i forced myself to wake up and take a bath and change my new clothes!! it also means that i started to collect ANGPAU! then we visit to another relative's house! that was the first day we gamble in 2011~ but i didn't win or lose any money. 

big news of the day happened during the night! i visited my father, let us call him K. i never expect there are quite a lot of people there. when i enter K's house, my uncle that never see me for years, nearly can't recognize me because i gain lots of weight! FML i hate this !!!! what can i do, i just can't slim down!!! don't bother about it , i prefer to play with the kids.haha~

 he loves me because we share the same thing- afraid of the dog!

i have to catch him to take photo with me, he just can't stop moving

so active!

the little brother (yellow) is so cute! 

i visited another house too, opposite of K's house. everyone say i change a lot. even the kids that played me last time can't recognize me too, did I change that much? can anyone tell me?

second day

this is a very important day because i am going to many people's house. so i dress up nicely and put some make up~ new year mood ON!

Do i look like pregnant? seriously need to lose some weight but HOW????

so new year feel, don't you think so?

they are my mummy's cousins, mean they are my aunt.hahahaha~

she is a dentistry student, smart girl * jealous

my sister and our 'aunt'.

only my sister and I dress up, the other people were so ordinary. just telling the truth laaa~~~

rich people's house with big garden~

i found something cute when i go to another relative's house!!!

if you think they are eraser then you are wrong! they are SWEETS!! 

the lion looks so tiny when it stand with me~ hahaha...poor little lion eaten by a giant, that's me!!

that's all for Chinese New Year's photo. most of the people don't like to take photo so i didn't take much photo, not everyone like my college friends. those monkey really like to take photo. 

this Chinese New Year was not bad! although i met a few people which are super annoying, just forget about it or else i will be very sad. they hurt  me badly~ T.T i have received many angpao this year, i need to start saving for something, i am not sure i want an Iphone or travel to somewhere or visit my mummy or camera or just save the  money....??what should i do with my money? not enough money for everything. *sigh i am very happy when everyone is back but when they leave Taiping, i feel so lonely... i hate people left me alone.

i wish i wish i wish my mummy will be back soon!!!!

so happy chinese new year guys, and wish us good luck!!!

x.o.x.o

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