Friday, October 8, 2010

movie alone

yeah, today i watched movie alone. maybe it sound weird but i actually enjoy it. so nice to have nobody, i can concentrate on the movie, observe things around me and taste the food seriously. don't you think talk while you are eating is kind of distraction?

i watched Eat Pray Love and i bought a regular popcorn with soft drinks. popcorn is so delicious! i love this movie very much. i wish i can just like Liz in the movie, traveling around to find her happiness, her god... she went to Italy, India and Bali. of course India is not a place that i wanted to go. Maybe it is because we already have Indian in Malaysia,i knew their culture. if i am able to go any country, it will be enough.

suddenly feel like having a new life, i am just so sick with everything here or i should say everybody. i want to escape from here, traveling is the best thing to do. seriously, i don't like people around me. seem like they are just someone wearing a mask, an untrusted friend,a friend that don't understand me. i hope i can met some new friends, a true friend. or maybe a Mr. Right. girls, why we are not staying together? if we do, then i don't have to search for any new friends.

suddenly feel so emo and unhappy. this is rare huh...i wish i can quickly finish my diploma and have a new life in degree. everything here is not what i want. i need a better one.

i don't mean that people here are not good, i just want something different. i don't know. i am not sure about everything now.

x.o.x.o
kiss.hug

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