i don't know what happen to myself! i totally forget i have a blog!! i can express everything here!! i think my memory getting weaker! but i just got one of my test paper back, and i get 30/30 ! it is a great news for me, unbelievable! mean that my brain still working =)
my assignment is coming one by one~~ exhausted and frustrated!!
i always don't understand what is the purpose of doing all those assignment. we need to produce a MAGAZINE by ourselves. it sounds very funny for me. listen, we need to find someone to advertised on our magazine which we only produce the first and also the last issue, one copy and no reader! i wonder who is willing to spend money on our magazine? anyway, we have decided to do tourism magazine! at first, we plan to go Cameron Highland by bus but then many people give opinions, saying this and that. at last, we cancel the trip! i am so disappointed~ =( i thought i can have steamboat there with plenty of vegetables, then i can buy strawberry and corn.....etc etc.....
the plan fail causes me to have a bad mood! super bad mood. i am trying to find some ways to calm down but the only way that is working is EAT! i am trying to control myself not to eat too much and supper is totally NO! i am trying so hard not to think about the instant noodles but i fail AGAIN! fml.
so i ate some noodles and slept very late. i feel guilty, i really do!
to burn the fat that i consume yesterday night, i went for a walk just now. haha~feel better now, at least i sweat and burn some fat.
due to the plan to Cameron highland failed, so we change our location. we are going to TAIPING tomorrow, my lovely hometown( dishonest) :p
everyone thought i like to bring friends to Taiping but i actually don't.
i don't like to be a tour guide especially for Taiping, i have no idea where to go.
going to wake up early in the morning tomorrow!
so good night~
x.o.x.o
kiss.hugss
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Monday, October 18, 2010
going to the BEACH
i miss batu feringgi beach so much! although it is not a very clean beach, it still has a nice scenery~
okay, right? at least it is a beach!
today, all the classes have been canceled~ hooray~ let's off to the beach~
my sister really come at a good timing, so she can go with me and Rachel joining us too!!
my cool sister. she is so relaxwhile reading comic.
then Rachel and I!
we just sat there, chit-chat and playing around while my sister was reading her comic. =.=
we order a coconut and a pancake. the pancake was SUCK!
something interesting happen after that. A cat came under our table. cat is Rachel's favorite! so she played with the cat and she fed the cat with the suck pancake. maybe the cat don't have taste bud, because it loves the pancake. that's good, because we are not wasting food!
the cat has so many pose~ cute!
after playing with the cat, we played with the next animal. guess what animal.
yeah, it is a parrot! it is quite boring at first because it didn't bother about us at all.\
but after that, i don't know how (i was not there) it did this:
it jumped to Rachel's hand and bite her hand chain. (i don't know what's that thing call)
i quickly save Rachel from that monster!
finish with those animal, i must post some photo of us with the beach!!
haha...i put this in a smaller size so that Rachel won't hate me. see what pose is that. =.=
me~
so the end of this post, i will present the last photo. hahaha~a very funny photo.
x.o.x.o
kiss.hug
okay, right? at least it is a beach!
today, all the classes have been canceled~ hooray~ let's off to the beach~
my sister really come at a good timing, so she can go with me and Rachel joining us too!!
my cool sister. she is so relaxwhile reading comic.
then Rachel and I!
we just sat there, chit-chat and playing around while my sister was reading her comic. =.=
we order a coconut and a pancake. the pancake was SUCK!
something interesting happen after that. A cat came under our table. cat is Rachel's favorite! so she played with the cat and she fed the cat with the suck pancake. maybe the cat don't have taste bud, because it loves the pancake. that's good, because we are not wasting food!
the cat has so many pose~ cute!
after playing with the cat, we played with the next animal. guess what animal.
yeah, it is a parrot! it is quite boring at first because it didn't bother about us at all.\
but after that, i don't know how (i was not there) it did this:
it jumped to Rachel's hand and bite her hand chain. (i don't know what's that thing call)
i quickly save Rachel from that monster!
finish with those animal, i must post some photo of us with the beach!!
haha...i put this in a smaller size so that Rachel won't hate me. see what pose is that. =.=
me~so the end of this post, i will present the last photo. hahaha~a very funny photo.
x.o.x.o
kiss.hug
Friday, October 8, 2010
movie alone
yeah, today i watched movie alone. maybe it sound weird but i actually enjoy it. so nice to have nobody, i can concentrate on the movie, observe things around me and taste the food seriously. don't you think talk while you are eating is kind of distraction?
i watched Eat Pray Love and i bought a regular popcorn with soft drinks. popcorn is so delicious! i love this movie very much. i wish i can just like Liz in the movie, traveling around to find her happiness, her god... she went to Italy, India and Bali. of course India is not a place that i wanted to go. Maybe it is because we already have Indian in Malaysia,i knew their culture. if i am able to go any country, it will be enough.
suddenly feel like having a new life, i am just so sick with everything here or i should say everybody. i want to escape from here, traveling is the best thing to do. seriously, i don't like people around me. seem like they are just someone wearing a mask, an untrusted friend,a friend that don't understand me. i hope i can met some new friends, a true friend. or maybe a Mr. Right. girls, why we are not staying together? if we do, then i don't have to search for any new friends.
suddenly feel so emo and unhappy. this is rare huh...i wish i can quickly finish my diploma and have a new life in degree. everything here is not what i want. i need a better one.
i don't mean that people here are not good, i just want something different. i don't know. i am not sure about everything now.
x.o.x.o
kiss.hug
i watched Eat Pray Love and i bought a regular popcorn with soft drinks. popcorn is so delicious! i love this movie very much. i wish i can just like Liz in the movie, traveling around to find her happiness, her god... she went to Italy, India and Bali. of course India is not a place that i wanted to go. Maybe it is because we already have Indian in Malaysia,i knew their culture. if i am able to go any country, it will be enough.
suddenly feel like having a new life, i am just so sick with everything here or i should say everybody. i want to escape from here, traveling is the best thing to do. seriously, i don't like people around me. seem like they are just someone wearing a mask, an untrusted friend,a friend that don't understand me. i hope i can met some new friends, a true friend. or maybe a Mr. Right. girls, why we are not staying together? if we do, then i don't have to search for any new friends.
suddenly feel so emo and unhappy. this is rare huh...i wish i can quickly finish my diploma and have a new life in degree. everything here is not what i want. i need a better one.
i don't mean that people here are not good, i just want something different. i don't know. i am not sure about everything now.
x.o.x.o
kiss.hug
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
i am superwoman
you can't imagine what i had did today!!even me myself can't believe i have that gut to do it!
the story begin with this...
last Saturday, when i came back from my aunt's house, i saw a cat was killed at the compound of my house. at the same time, it was surrounded by two dogs (one of the dog chased me before). i believe the dogs are the murderer! during that weekend, only one of my housemate and i were there but non of us dare to take the cat away.
so day after days, the cat went through the decompose process. in case you don't know how it decompose, i will explain in detail here. Firstly, the flies stopped on it! then i guess the flies lays egg there and very soon the worms appear on the cat. As what Rachel saw, the worm moving in the cat's mouth! i know this is disgusting, but it hasn't come to the worst! at this stage, the cat gave out a bad smell, i am sure you don't have appetizer to eat if you smell it. do you know the dead body will expand after a few days? ya, it happened on that cat too! it is actually a kitten that gonna turn to cat, mean that it is not very big size but then it suddenly expand, or i should say it swollen or whatever. it is just like a balloon with air inside! the limbs of the cat is lying on the grass at first, but after it had swollen, the limbs rise up!i am sure you can't understand what i am trying to say. so i need visual aid!
this is what i mean. the limbs are lying on the grass right. this is BEFORE
this is after! the limbs really rise up and stay on the air!
i don't want to take any photo of the cat,just to show respect to the cat after it dead. you just try to imagine, a balloon with a cat shape, if it is without air inside, it will just shrink into a unknown shape. but after you pump air into the balloon, you can see the shape of a cat! get what i mean now?hehe..
the balloon theory again,a balloon is not able to last long, the cat either.the next day, it shrink to the original size again, i think maybe it is because of the rain. the smell getting worse and worse! the uncle that we pay him rental, promise to help us but he didn't turn up after that. he is suck! at last, i can't stand it anymore. i decided to burn the cat! i thought it is easy but i was wrong. i try to search the fuel that can help to burn. i went to a few shop and finally i got it. i bought 500ml of that liquid, i thought it should be more than enough but i was wrong again. Before we pour the liquid on the cat, we saw the worm moving out from the body through the part that has been eaten up. :( Rachel helped me pour the liquid on the cat and i burned the cat! we have finish the 500ml but only a small part of the cat has been burned up. we only burn the upper part of the cat, the bottom are wet due to the rain so it is not easy to get burn. so i bought another 1000ml to continue burning. i use a stick to turn the cat over, but because the cat has rotten, so when i move it, it divided into half. Just like you cut your fish into two slices to make fish & chip! then i can see all the worm in the cat's body and also the incomplete organ! yuckie...it takes a few times of pouring the liquid, turning the cat over and over again, finally, done! wanna know what are remain? i hope you are still reading... the bone of the head, rib and limbs are the remaining. you can't recognize it is a cat anymore! sarn,my housemate help me to clear all the bone and throw it to the bin of my neighbour. we afraid the cat will bite the bone if we throw in our bin! i am sorry, neighbour.
see, i am the superwoman. if i didn't do all this thing, who is going to clear the cat?i can't imagine what it will become. praise me, praise me!
that's all, this is the most disgusting post i ever write. i hope you didn't vomit.
but i feel like vomiting now!
R.I.P, cat!
the story begin with this...
last Saturday, when i came back from my aunt's house, i saw a cat was killed at the compound of my house. at the same time, it was surrounded by two dogs (one of the dog chased me before). i believe the dogs are the murderer! during that weekend, only one of my housemate and i were there but non of us dare to take the cat away.
so day after days, the cat went through the decompose process. in case you don't know how it decompose, i will explain in detail here. Firstly, the flies stopped on it! then i guess the flies lays egg there and very soon the worms appear on the cat. As what Rachel saw, the worm moving in the cat's mouth! i know this is disgusting, but it hasn't come to the worst! at this stage, the cat gave out a bad smell, i am sure you don't have appetizer to eat if you smell it. do you know the dead body will expand after a few days? ya, it happened on that cat too! it is actually a kitten that gonna turn to cat, mean that it is not very big size but then it suddenly expand, or i should say it swollen or whatever. it is just like a balloon with air inside! the limbs of the cat is lying on the grass at first, but after it had swollen, the limbs rise up!i am sure you can't understand what i am trying to say. so i need visual aid!
this is what i mean. the limbs are lying on the grass right. this is BEFORE
this is after! the limbs really rise up and stay on the air!
i don't want to take any photo of the cat,just to show respect to the cat after it dead. you just try to imagine, a balloon with a cat shape, if it is without air inside, it will just shrink into a unknown shape. but after you pump air into the balloon, you can see the shape of a cat! get what i mean now?hehe..
the balloon theory again,a balloon is not able to last long, the cat either.the next day, it shrink to the original size again, i think maybe it is because of the rain. the smell getting worse and worse! the uncle that we pay him rental, promise to help us but he didn't turn up after that. he is suck! at last, i can't stand it anymore. i decided to burn the cat! i thought it is easy but i was wrong. i try to search the fuel that can help to burn. i went to a few shop and finally i got it. i bought 500ml of that liquid, i thought it should be more than enough but i was wrong again. Before we pour the liquid on the cat, we saw the worm moving out from the body through the part that has been eaten up. :( Rachel helped me pour the liquid on the cat and i burned the cat! we have finish the 500ml but only a small part of the cat has been burned up. we only burn the upper part of the cat, the bottom are wet due to the rain so it is not easy to get burn. so i bought another 1000ml to continue burning. i use a stick to turn the cat over, but because the cat has rotten, so when i move it, it divided into half. Just like you cut your fish into two slices to make fish & chip! then i can see all the worm in the cat's body and also the incomplete organ! yuckie...it takes a few times of pouring the liquid, turning the cat over and over again, finally, done! wanna know what are remain? i hope you are still reading... the bone of the head, rib and limbs are the remaining. you can't recognize it is a cat anymore! sarn,my housemate help me to clear all the bone and throw it to the bin of my neighbour. we afraid the cat will bite the bone if we throw in our bin! i am sorry, neighbour.
see, i am the superwoman. if i didn't do all this thing, who is going to clear the cat?i can't imagine what it will become. praise me, praise me!
that's all, this is the most disgusting post i ever write. i hope you didn't vomit.
but i feel like vomiting now!
R.I.P, cat!
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
To The Sky
this is one of the soundtrack of legend of the guardian!
i love his voice, feel so comfortable when listen to his songs!
piggie shares some photos with me and i like it very much!!!
share it with you here too~
here we come-my hot guys
if anyone of them is my boyfriend, i don't know what i will respond.
can you feel the hot from them?
x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o
kiss.hug.muacksss
i love his voice, feel so comfortable when listen to his songs!
piggie shares some photos with me and i like it very much!!!
share it with you here too~
here we come-my hot guys
if anyone of them is my boyfriend, i don't know what i will respond.
can you feel the hot from them?
x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o
kiss.hug.muacksss
Saturday, October 2, 2010
new hairstyle =)
At first, i don't want to post my photo here because i want everyone see me in person but not in photo.
BUT
I don't know when i will meet anyone of you,especially my mum. maybe when i meet anyone of you, my hair is longer or i have change another hairstyle.who knows
so i decide to post my photo here!!!hahaha
in case you don't know how long is my hair previously or you can't remember what i look like with long hair,then you can refer to the photo below-
i purposely take these photos because i plan to cut my hair.
this is the later photo. i cut my fringe first,then i cut everything shorter at the second time.
gonna show my latest look!
da dang~~
i actually have a shorter fringe~but i comb it aside
give me commentssssss
nice??????
are you use to my black hair?
=)
thanks a lot to my sister. she cut and dye my hair!
this is my charming sister!
x.o.x.o
kiss.hug
BUT
I don't know when i will meet anyone of you,especially my mum. maybe when i meet anyone of you, my hair is longer or i have change another hairstyle.who knows
so i decide to post my photo here!!!hahaha
in case you don't know how long is my hair previously or you can't remember what i look like with long hair,then you can refer to the photo below-
i purposely take these photos because i plan to cut my hair.
this is the later photo. i cut my fringe first,then i cut everything shorter at the second time.
gonna show my latest look!
da dang~~
i actually have a shorter fringe~but i comb it aside
give me commentssssss
nice??????
are you use to my black hair?
=)
thanks a lot to my sister. she cut and dye my hair!
this is my charming sister!
x.o.x.o
kiss.hug
Friday, October 1, 2010
weekend,what to do?
another weekend is here again! i only have one class on every Friday this semester. Class end at 11am. how early it is. i am not working on weekend anymore, really not use to it.
miss my friends and family and those ANIMAL. I feel so lonely when i have nothing to do.
i wish
i have tonnes of friendssss...
i have many activities...
i am rich....
i am not alone...
i am skinny
i post something on ck's wall. then he called me.haha..finally someone talk to me.yeah!!
feel better now.but if anyone wanna talk to me, you's re always welcome!
x.o.x.o
kiss.hug
miss my friends and family and those ANIMAL. I feel so lonely when i have nothing to do.
i wish
i have tonnes of friendssss...
i have many activities...
i am rich....
i am not alone...
i am skinny
i post something on ck's wall. then he called me.haha..finally someone talk to me.yeah!!
feel better now.but if anyone wanna talk to me, you's re always welcome!
x.o.x.o
kiss.hug
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