I am so happy to stay with my sister now because we can always take care of each other and she brought me to many nice places too =)
we celebrated her birthday at 21st century cafe, it is a club in Kajang. it has a nice view there
just want to show you how i look in the office =)
after doing the internship for a month, I have decided to quit. I seriously can't stand the pay, it is too low and i was like a cheap labour there. even though i can gain experience there, but i really not willing to continue there. I don't know why, maybe I don't like the job scope.
so after all, i have decided to work in neway karaoke. most of friends disagree me to work there, but i didnt think too much. I need to get a work with higher pay. so yesterday is my first day. they ask me to work at night shift because there is no senior in morning shift. i have no choice, i got to work from 7.30pm to 4.30am. it is quite tiring actually, i need to stand for the whole night at the reception.
all the while, i have many question marks in mind. I don't know what should i do, I am not sure which college i should go, where i should work, what i want and what i really like to do. Life after graduate is very difficult for me because i can't make a decision. I don't like to work but i need to work to get money, forcing myself make me feel bad and unhappy. Going through a month is like a year, unlike college life, time past very slow here. should I feel happy or sad? i didn't waste my time in this month, at least i gain different experience but I didn't get any happiness through the experience. okay, i don't know what am I talking now. and yes, the whole month, only these words appears in my minds:
I DON'T KNOW
who can help me??
x.o.x.o
kiss.hug